haix...today dunno y suddenly so many problem again...zzz den before sch end suddenly got problem zzz den wanted to go settle but zzz... haix y always got problem de i dun understand... den after that patrick and jordan tried to help den dunno what happen... dun 1 to tok bout it oso...den after that went home to changes clothes den again settle things thinking about whats wrong with the friendship...though i not involved i dun really want to get involved either... so i nv really say anything... only sum but...zzz haix... den patrick and jordan from after sch nt happy till nw sia zzz den say dey settle once and for all on monday... zzz only the four of them got problem.... haix... den after that go library studied...couldn't really concentrate...2 tired... den after that go home...walked to imm and take bus den take lrt home...on de way home nearly faint zzzzzzzzzzz... haix... a really very bad day today... i think i am in the middle same as ........

wat should i do? zz as a gd fren of all of them i couldn't even convince them to get better again.. am i useless? or i am nt gd enuff to be their friend... was trying my best not to make the problem as big as possible but zzz ... haix... i've enuff of it le... nw i dun really want to care liao since i can't do anything ...zzz one side back stab here another side backstab there zzz wtf? y will gd frens become enemy? why can't we talk out as usual even if it means of hurting rather den being straight forward rather than breaking friendship? i still dun really understand.... who i should follow?... maybe i should follow those groups that have no problem? i will c hows the results on monday... if it really could nt be held...i will disband this group liao... haix... exams coming and i am sick zzzzzzzzzz