haix haha...hmmm... just nw morning wake up dun feel like going to sch...den keep delaying haha...den after that went to take bus LOL...i managed to catch up whahaha run very fast siol LOL... den saw dao baohui infront of me c she like lsitening until so shiok den dun scare her LOL...den after dat wah really siol...6.50-7am de bus no ppl deh LOL...very song!! den reach sch... lesson crm.. den pe woahahahaha my pe improved man whahaha didn't expected i think my timing for pe 2.4km is 10min+... whahaha i am 2nd =D did improve greatly^^ run for 3 rounds...de last half round stop.... buai tahan leh haha...den force myself to go all de way.... den after pe went out with deng jun dey all haha den while waiting for my new fren jia wei to eat finish deng jun dye all left first...den me michelle and jia wei talk cock haha ... secret cannot say =D den after that go back sch woah mohd ali is here haha very polite =D den after that played bingo until give up den dun1 paly liao =.= haha den do assignment den our own role play =D haha den after that dismiss le lol... followed my group of gangs LOL...den folo baohui advise take bus 184 back home whahaha i slept all de way cool man!! den jsut nw played audi with old awe guild members haha whahahaha i am nt surprise i could get first liao LOL...=DD den chatted with my audi dar... den i after all myself decided...i 1 to stay as gd fren leh...zzz currently right nw i still in a confused state of finding a gf...can't take my loneliness anymore!!! nid sum1 to be with me...argh i just wanna love sum1 or being loved is the best thing for me right nw =D or both is the same thing...or i gonna explode!!jsut wnana let a car and run down on me immediately end my life... hope that day will come... no one knows exactly hw i feel rite nw =D

haha currently right nw i am stress of a few things:

1)exams are near...i am trying to study...!! can understand but...haix..
2)pe napfa test next 26 may... nid to chiong for fitness...
3)scare my group of frens will have quarrel with dunno who just of sum things...=.=
4)cannot concentrate during lesson...zzz
5)i still dunno whether shld i find a gf or nt zz very confused...
6)i still can't forget the past...zzz
7)my heart pain gonna come again... feel like crying alone =D
8)wanting to chiong for gold nyaa award...can i make it?
9)no confidence...zzz

thats all i nw facing problem zzz... so whats should i do?? VERY CONFUSED!!! hmmm maybe i shld keep it to myself =D trying to be happy everyday even if have to force myself haha=D^^ BE HAPPY!!my feeling jsut keep come and go.....