HELLO! I'M BACK AGAIN! surprise to see me post again rite? haha well 1yr have past for my poly life and currently on yr2 tep classical module..... a training module which will help us to get prepared during our actual tep :)) so what have i been doing this 1yr? hmm totally no life~ chiong projects projects and exams... but glad that the stress have been temporarily lift off but well... i say that my classmates in yr1 nt so steady.... didn't have much close frens with though and some ppl is just sooo sensitive that they 1 to busybody here and there... just do ur own things lah!... anyway nw its over and i pass all modules even i struggled!! thx to frens teaching and guiding me^^...

fast forward to yr2...

Went to ltc camp meet with frens... and well~ gained more confident or should i say already hit my limit? haha went for alot of leadership camps be4 this one... almost same as my scouts 1~... well... went to fmo and become an ogl and get to know to meet more new frens :) though regretted that didn't join them in second day but manage to be much closer with them ^^ hope to get to participate more of their activities =)

today just club crawl finish after chiong total of 12hrs of practice i can see my violin skills already improve^^ haha hope to have more performances in the future =D met this nice, pretty and polite girl in my classical module class... but dunno should i go for her haha cause i afraid that it will happen again in the same way as it did way back from sec-ite... wasted 3yrs of effort while waiting and using 100% effort for someone and rejected many times while at the same time losing many chances of being in a relationship... hope can get my love confident back again.. the fear of rejection.... its nt like i'm desperate but... having a partner along would be nice ^^ imagine a life with a "perfect" partner... hw wonderful~

well thats all ^^

if free will update again~